Immoral as it may sound...

She's married now, no kids.

He wants them but she's not ready. He was over possessive and controlling, with a killing temper and a foul mouth. But he was good to her... given the circumstances.

She knows she is leading more lives than she can count but to bring children up in the kind of mess this relationship is... that's scary.

Leaving her house, early morning. She decides to walk to work. On her way there, she meets an old friend. In fact, he was her husband's friend from college.

The usual greetings were exchanged and she walked her merry way. No thoughts, just walking. She enters her office the usual timing, greeting everybody the same way. Her day was like every other day.

Today there was too much work. She decides to stay back.

Her colleague was the last person to leave the office before she was left by herself.

The door creaked in the other room. Puzzled, she called out "is somebody there?"...

No answer. She gets up thinking I hope it's not a rat. Into the darkness, she walked and tried to see if there was anyone around. Just dark shadows everywhere.

I'm starting to hear things now. Turns and walks away. Suddenly she could feel someone pulling her back, one arm around her waist and one hand over her mouth.

She couldn't scream. Whoever it is was very strong and she could hear him whisper, "if you scream, I will expose you". A familiar voice.

He rips her shirt open and starts tearing the rest. As painful as this process was, she couldn't scream because she had no idea what this stranger has against her.

Then she hears a few clicks like he was taking pictures of her. He makes her lie on the floor face down. "Do you know who I am?"

That voice... it is so familiar. She struggles but he held her hands behind her and used his body as weight to pin her down.

"Once upon a time... I know u wanted me."

She's thinking... "so familiar".

She could feel something cold dripping on her back, her buttocks. Each cheek at a time and his palm rubbing them carefully in circular motion.He dips three fingers in between her legs then in to and fro motion.

She is terrified now. He climbs on top of her and pinched her nipple. She suddenly felt a rush down her spine.

The cold liquid was now dripping heavily in between her legs and the rubbing became more intense. As much as she tried to struggle, the climax was building and she gave up.

He pinches her nipple again then switched to the other one. She was going crazy.

Until after he made her climax a few times, he finally lays his whole weight on top of her.

She felt his hardness outlining her thighs and finally making its way to what she regrettably was waiting for.

He leans his hips to make the grand entry and was moving slow at first. He grabs her breasts with both hands and his hip movement was banging against her buttocks.

She could feel herself dripping with pleasure and this man just wouldn't stop. He holds her hips to help him thrust faster and harder.

She climaxes again and again. Till finally he slows down and holds his breath as he came.

She laid there as he dressed up, crying with joy. She felt shame but the pleasure was too great.

He leaves, she did not bother to look. She turns and face the ceiling, her body sore and her heart racing.

That was the most terrifying and amazing experience she had ever had. She has no clue who he is and sadly it is now only a memory.

The 1st secret

Quiet.   Silence.

She slides into the nightgown, slowly and silently walks her way to her bed.

She is alone. A glimpse of herself in the mirror while passing by had her thinking of her loneliness. Breathes a deep sigh and walks away.

Climbing on her bed, tucked herself and feels the gradual warmth circulating her body. She closes her eyes and falls asleep.

Thud thud... two knocks on the door. She lays awake, thinking... who might it be? Sleepily she pulls herself to the door and thought, " if something happens, it's not like somebody's going to miss me".

Swings the door open, a shadow approached. Tall and well built, his arms stretching towards her. She couldn't see who it was, with fear she closed her eyes.

Next thing she knew, she was being carried by this mysterious man and tossed to the bed. She looks away.

The warmth of his palm was on her face. She dared not open her eyes. His palm now sliding down to her throat, "I'm going to die today", she thought.

Her buttons started opening and she could feel the bareness of her skin and the chill breeze lightly sweeping, making her nipples hard.

She's scared now. Before she knew it, her clothes were off but she still did not open her eyes.

Then there was a sudden silence... then the warmth of this man's palm was on her again. He is running his fingers down her thighs to her knee. She's running out of breath.

The warmth is now climbing up her inner thighs, making her shiver in fear and excitement. She is not fighting back.

He grabs her right breast with gradual pressure and let's go. Doing this repeatedly and buries his face to wet her nipple. She peeps and sees only the silhouette of a man on top of her.

She starts to move, he pins her down with one hand. The other one exploring the rest of her body. She could feel his hardness bumping against her skin every few minutes or so but she holds her breath and waits. He lifts her up carefully and spread her legs apart.

He gently rubs his penis against her clitoral region slowly and with time... builds his speed. She is flooding with excitement.

She then felt a slow pressure as he goes inside her and almost immediately pulls it out. He teases her a few more times and finally thrust in completely. He is not letting her move.

The stars sank in on her. Her whole body is shivering and every nerve is alive. He speeds up, making her so high and completely pleasured... then slows down.

She was so caught up in her own feelings and moans that she forgot about the fear... He continues to fondle her breasts and she could feel the contraction inside her as he lost his breath.

He turns her around and his hands cupping her buttocks. Who is this man?

He enters her from behind slowly at first with his finger stimulating her clitoris. Then increases the speed like he was in a rush and for the first time, she hears him let out a pleasurable moan.

His voice was deep.

By this time, she was drenched and tired. She couldn't keep her eyes open. She falls asleep with him cuddling her from behind and his palms cusping her breast.

A few hours later, she wakes up.

He was gone.

Hussshhhh....

My life was full of unnerving events...

But this is not about my life.

This is all about the secrets.